After reading the astounding book Captivating, which is dedicated to showing women what we were created for and what lies in the depths of our soul, I have been looking at romance in a whole new light. Of course I got envious of the writer because she spoke of ways that God romanced her everyday. I thought aloud to myself.."huh, well you never romance me. Whats the deal? Am I not Christian enough? Or maybe I just have never been the flavor of the week." That is a thought I have often thought about myself. What a terrible way to look at myself as a woman. I had no idea how much I would re-think all of these things.
My first taste of change was on a morning in early August. I took a much needed mental health day from work and started my day out with a good 3 mile walk. I prayed and talked to God a lot of the way through just like I usually do, then I decided to ask Him. "God, how are you romancing me today?" then in an instant I was greeted with a crisp cool breeze. An honest 10 degrees cooler than the 101 it had already reached for the day. It lasted a few moments and made me smile, I almost began to ask again...."was that really you?" But I decided to take my gift and enjoy it. It was in that instant that I realized all this romance was going on around me constantly. I was just never still and quiet enough to see it.
I have gone back to my hustle and bustle of wedding planning and stress and once again have ignored the daily beauty our Lord bestows upon us. I made myself go on a run this evening as the sun was almost set. Midway through my run I began to think of what all the Lord has blessed me with today so that I could give thanks. As I looked up the sky was extraordinary. Just a portion of it was almost like a smoke haze. This haze was the color of a peach rose that had been dipped in champagne. It was as beautiful as your mother's antique pearls and had been sprinkled with stars that were placed perfectly to contour its body. All of this artistry had been placed over a lavender background that I could almost smell. Needless to say it was beautiful.
Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. -Psalms 150:6
Lord help me to see the beauty in everything. Everything you created is beautiful.