Happily Ever After

I am living in a bubble right now filled with happiness in its most innocent form. I am engaged! To the man of my dreams. I knew the thought of getting married was exciting, but when you are actually pushed into the whirlwind world of planning a wedding and a future with the love of your life it is even more exciting than I ever could have dreamed up. My eyes couldn't rest more easy than when I am with him. I know it will not come in the simplest fashion, but I am willing and ready to take on the challenge of growing up and becoming a wife and full time partner. I want to put my best foot forward for this marriage and make sure that I am closer to God than I have been the past few months. I want to be the Christian bride he intended me to be. I have stumbled, but learned and grown. I am still understanding how to love myself and I think that will be a life long process.

Lord help me accept the changes coming into my life and embrace them with love and understanding.